Rlp is no longer there: I felt better and happier after watching Slow Horse Star, but I still wonder why he left me........

Rlp is no longer there: I felt better and happier after watching Slow Horse Star, but I still wonder why he left me……..

After watching Slow Horses and seeing how the characters navigate their complex and sometimes painful lives, I felt a sense of catharsis and clarity. The show’s gritty yet poignant exploration of personal struggles, betrayal, and the pursuit of redemption resonated deeply with me. It was as if, for a moment, the world of the show allowed me to escape my own emotional turmoil, offering a temporary reprieve from the heavy questions that linger in my mind.

But despite the comfort I found in the characters’ stories, I couldn’t shake the lingering thoughts about him—the person who left me. Watching Slow Horses made me realize how intertwined our lives can become with others. I had hoped that somehow, his departure would make more sense, that maybe there was an answer or an explanation I could find, but it didn’t happen. The more I reflect, the less clarity I seem to gain.

I keep thinking about the reasons he might have left—whether they were rooted in something I did or didn’t do, something that simply wasn’t meant to be. I wonder if there was a turning point I missed, a subtle shift in his feelings that I couldn’t detect in time. It’s a feeling of confusion that remains, despite the closure I thought I had found.